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second time of this week.. sick of everything already..there's always a limit to what i can bear only..is always words from people that you treasured and matter to you affect you the most..be it negative or postive..for my case is negative.. i can turn a deaf ear to what people said about me but just one word from them would have really hurt my heart and tear it apart..

i tried to convince and psyco myself that her correcting is out of love but i began to feel tired of everything..i always tried my very best to be the best daughter however no matter how hard i tried doesnt seems to be able to please her.. my mistakes, bad points always "out shine" my good ones.. forever i cant meet her standard..

is no communication became our best way of communication??

jus now because of one answer i replied flare her up out of a sudden.. she said everything boiled down to my ATTITUDE.. but i find it perfectly alright..

we're watching "MEAN GIRL" on channel 5.. then she posted a qns if i understand what they are talking about or do i read the subtitle
quoted exactly what i replied..
"read the subtitles la" "sometimes cant really catch what they are saying ma"

she simply jus very angry and say that i have attitude problem.. what's her problem.. i cant understand.. after that triggle..she started to pin point this and that.. ARGH~

nobody ask her to do all the household chores but she insisted to do them and complain..we didnt ask her to buy this and that for us.. she bot and forced us to eat.. if we dont complied either we are too full etc, she would say we are unappreciative.. hello!!?? that's not fair.. always ask qns and only wanting us to ans them in the way that pleased to her ears.. then why still force us to ans!!?? ridiculous..

people might think my life is perfectly alright.. hahas.. thanks God for placing me in this family arz.. is really a great great testing and moulding