Josie aka Kylie
Child of God
20
16th May'88
NYP-Banking&financial service FS0503
DBS Financial Executive
Desires
Grow stronger in WOG
Desperately need to shed off the fats
Travelling..* BKK, TW, HK, JAP,NY, ENG, Paris
Good job, good pay
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
begin to ponder, wonder and guess if this is the right path and what you had planned for me..
before i came into this organisation and take up this program, i really feel this is what the God has planned for me... and now i start to ponder if this is really the right one for me.. am i choosing the wrong one or have i heard the wrong voices and took the wrong step..last sunday, happen to meet one of the sister from NYP and she got into SMU..
i was totally full of envious and jealous..getting to know that her GPA is lower than mine yet she can get into SMU.. on the way back and the next few days, this incident kept of floating in my mind. i really regretted for not sending any application to any of the UNiversity and just took up the DBS program..
this path have not been easy..working as a teller for the time being, have to cope with all sorts of stupid unnecessary stress from those colleagues and work load etc. so much expectations fall upon your shoulders.
on one of my off day, went down to SIM to enrol for part time degree, in the end didnt bring passport size photo so have to go down again. thanks tour guide delphi for the company. really appreciate that though you have projs piling up yet still spent time waiting together with me. great chats and catch up.
discussing with her if i should choose full time or part time degree.
i really wan to be just a simple student studying in UNiversity..
should i just give up and enrol as full time student? need some of your advices.. how how??