Monday, February 26, 2007
haiz.. i'm suuupppeeeerrr tired now but i cant held it but to on my com to blog this entry.. hahas! otherwise i think i wont be able to sleep. Lolx!
i really dread going to work every single day. HOw i wish Jesus would come down the next day to save me.. This is the first time in my life that i find the stress load to heavy on my shoulder that i can bear.. the people there are really sucky.. or i should say my supervisor is sucky.. she scolded me again.. haiz. i made mistake again. my mistake always ganna caught by her de.. she asked me to her desk and listen to her scolding.. like she pin higher hope on us la, then interns should help her lighten the loads kinda of stuff but instead i gave her more pressure.
100% + chop my grades would suffer like hell liao.. thinking of this i going to burst out crying.. working hard but my grades like SHIT.. dun even have the motivation to work lo... if possible i wished to give her two tight slap into the face!!! making thing worse, my IPP mates are bad as well.. i really have nthg to say other than suay...all of them are blood sucking.. the longer i stayed there, the weaker i would be...
people can enjoy their IPP so carefree, good supervisor, good IPP mates. everyday slack slack then on the dot pack up go home. BUT for me, slogged like hell yet get low grades. everything reached home so late and by then was super tired. ARGH!!! I HATE IPP>> cant wait for the 11weeks to past.
People in the coperate world are really that mean? i never experience this kind of stress and dread of life in my entire life. worried of grade, paranoid of being scolded.. now while typing i knew i would ganna scolding tml liao.. i just remember i forgot to keep the lappy.. haiz..