Saturday, August 26, 2006
i dont know wat's wrong with my body.. i woke up at 7am today!! can you imagine? waking up at 7am on saturday when i dont need to go for TEP or neither do i have anything on today.. oh man.. finally at 10plus i decided to get my body off the bed..
i began to pack my room. as usual it was in a mess. wah..now looks much neater and cleaner! intially quite excited to know that my sister going for the service today.. but after she left the home, she msg me that all her friends didnt go, and she decieded not to go for the service as well.. i was so angry with her. she put aeroplane to wan ting. i hate people who didnt turn up which suppose to at the last minute. she's making use of the excuse of going to service in order to go out shopping.. i argued with her.. hmm..tonight going to have a chat with her..
jus now had a chat with my mum. we shared abt her work, my TEP. To my astonishment, she's curious what we do during service..hahas..then i explained to her in detail... she wanted to visit our mandarin service but she cant have leave on sun.. then she blurted out smthg. so wasted that I only come to know Christ during Poly year 1. Val is much more blessed that she know of it earlier than you..though my sis still a non-believer but i really pray that she wont WAIT! dun procrastinate..
the impact of peers.. peer pressure is so powerful. her friends' few comments are so much important to her. people would tend to follow the crowd or the majority in order not being leave out. and we had lack the sense of security that we took people's comments very seriously. i always like to seek people's opinion regardless of small or big decision. hahas.. dun like and scared to bear the resposibilities of making the wrong decision. People's small comments could carry a heavy weight. i think i should focus more on the WOG rather than other's comments...